you don't like me.

you just like what you see on the surface.




the face
that looks cute or, yeah, pretty.


the hair
that looks fine.


the eyes
that seem expressive.


the smile (that i rarely show)
that felt warm and true.

the (f*cking) curves
that you think is somewhat sexy or hot.


the attitude
that you want to believe as unique.




you know nothing about me; about who i am, what i've been, and what i can become.




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orginally posted @ http://www.facebook.com/notes/karla-otic/you-dont-like-me/410040160796

i am happy.

and nothing that you say or do will ever make me otherwise.


i failed, so what?


it is your standards that i failed to meet, and that has nothing to do with my happiness.




i'm not going to feel sorry for what happened.


things do happen for a reason; good and bad (i forgot, it's all just a matter of perspective).


so, this time, i'm pushing myself to much more positive outlook in life.




i can always live without you, the scarecrows, in my life.




(this is the exact content of the poem i wanted to write 2 years ago. instead, i ended up writing 'dementor'. maybe next time i'll try again. lol)




^_^




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originally posted @ http://www.facebook.com/note.php?note_id=336047365796
date: Friday, February 12, 2010 at 7:32pm

and i ate my own words.

________ __ _____ ____________ _____
____________ ____ ______.
__ ___________ ________,
_____ __ _____, ____.


_, ________ __________
___; ___________.
___________ ____ ______.


____ ______________ ____:
________ ___________
_____ __ ____ _______,
_______.


_______, _____, _________,
___________ _________ --
_____ ____ ________
__________ ____.


__________ ______
__ ______ ______.
__________; ____.


but i guess that's just human.



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originally posted @ http://www.facebook.com/note.php?note_id=287914380796
date: Monday, January 25, 2010 at 5:02am

i have a name

don't call me names
that aren't mine.

do not refer to me
as a young child
baby was never
my given name.

do not address me
like i am a royalty
i never belonged
to a royal family.

do not relate me
to any mammal that i am not.
i am also human
just like you are.

do not characterize me
like i'm some kind of
edible piece of pastry
or a buzzing insect that flies.

i am nothing of those.

if you mean to describe me; use my name.
if you mean to call me; use my name.
if you mean to be sweet towards me; please, use my name.














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originally posted @ http://www.facebook.com/note.php?note_id=263533005796
date:  Friday, January 1, 2010 at 11:52am